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Overruled, Overturned, and Brought to Nought
Dedication
to
My beloved husband
Edward Henry Siehoff
(1908-1978)
Copyright 1984
First Reprint 1996
Estella M. McGhee-Siehoff
Table of Contents
1.- And I Loved Them
2.- United States of America has Corrupted Herself
3.- Memories
4.- The Hooks are in the Jaws of the Bear
5.- My Sin May have been the Last to be Laid on Him
6.- "Welcome Home"
7.- The Wages of Sin is Death and They do Die
8.- Why? Why? Why?
9.- And He is Become a Diadem of Beauty and
Glory to Me
10.- There will be No More Evil
11.- Back to Normal
12.- "Filthy Rags"
13.- The Suffering Servant
14.- My Cause is Right
15.- I am not a Job, or a Job's Wife
16.- These are not Invited to Heaven
17.- The End has Come
18.- Sand in Our Eyes
19.- This City will be Destroyed
20.- I have Escaped
21.- Moving with Fear and Trembling
22.- The Power of Cancelled Sins is Broken
23.- There is a Sin unto Death and the Righteous Speak of Judgment
24.- Total Godlessness
25.- When I Became a Man I Put Away Childish Things
26.- It was Necessary
27.- Terrible Times are Ahead
28.- The End has Come
29.- Overshadowed
30.- Honey in the Rock
31.- The Past Can have no More of My Life
32.- The Cup of Iniquity is Overturned
33.- Satan's Poetry
34.- Holidays are Hard on Me
35.- "Without Spot or Wrinkle" Toward Them
36.- Every Nation that Forgets God, is Turned into Hell
37.- The Foolish Virgins are Gone
38.- I Am So Hurt
39.- He Took Them, for His Sake
40.- Worthy
41.- Touching the Hem of His Garment
42.- Lies
43.- "Distress of Nations" is Upon Us
44.- Acceptance vs. Denial
45.- The Gift of God is Eternal Life and They Do Live
46.- The Betrayals have Started
47.- This Generation of Vipers
48.- Lukewarm and Spewed Out
49.- Satan's Work is Completed Over Me
50.- Satan is not Killing Me
51.- "My Fierce Wrath"
52.- Their Worm will Never Die
1.- And I Loved Them
Those that stoned me,
And are gone.
Those that stole from me,
And are gone.
Those that defamed me,
And are gone.
Those that took me to court, to stop my writing,
And are gone.
Those that devalued my property, that I could not eat.
And are gone.
Those that broke down my door, to rob me.
And are gone.
Those that took my money in fraud,
And are gone.
Those that laughed at tears of sorrow.
And are gone.
Conclusion: I am here. Who won?
2.- United States of America has Corrupted Herself
Firstly, in literature without truth,
Only imaginations of folly.
Secondly, in medicine without healing,
Only for money and power.
Thirdly, in death without hope,
Only for persoal glory and pretense.
Fourthly, in sacrifice without merit,
Only for ritual and profit.
Fifthly, in fornications without necessity,
Only for pleasure and sin.
Sixthly, in alliances without commitment,
Only for show and favor.
Seventhly, in pollution without excuse,
Only for indolence and waste.
Eighthly, in evil communications,
Only for deceit and treachery.
Ninthly, in transgressions,
Only for the proof of success in evil.
Tenthly, in afflictions,
Only for the joy of all sadists.
3.- Memories
The viciousness, in response to a smile,
in righteousness.
The destruction, in response to loving care,
and concern.
The breakage, in response to pleasantness,
and comforting.
The lies, in response to endurance,
and responsibility.
The end, in response to, not my prayers,
But His.
4.- The Hooks are in the Jaws of the Bear
And he is being reeled in, and turned back from off the backs
of our farmers.
And he is being reeled in, and turned back from off the backs
of our patriots.
And he is being reeled in, and turned back from off the backs
of our political martyrs.
And he is being reeled in, and turned back from off the backs
of our educators.
And he is being reeled in, and turned back from off the backs
of our men, women, and children.
And lead into, Israel, from around the halls of lawyers.
And lead into, Israel, from around the gates of industry.
And lead into, Israel, from around the renouncements of treaties.
And lead into, Israel, from around the worldwide secret military victories.
And lead into, Israel, from around the death traps to humanity,
To fall twice,
And not rise for a millennium.
And then again to rise, Before the Earth dissolves in fervent
heat, And with a great noise, To be no more.
5.- My Sin May have been the Last to be Laid on Him
But when He cried "It is finished," He had me in His arms.
My life was redeemed from my sexual sins.
But when He cried "It is finished," He had me in His arms.
My life was redeemed from my spoken sins.
But when He cried "It is finished," He had me in His arms.
My life was redeemed from by working sins.
But when He cried "It is finished," He had me in His arms.
My life was redeemed from by disobedient sins.
But when He cried "It is finished," He had me in His arms.
My life was redeemed from by mental sins.
6.- "Welcome Home"
There is nothing to keep me here,
All my loves are in Heaven.
My grandmother, my husband's grandfather,
My uncles Luther, Ezra and Frank,
My mother and father, and my only brother,
And my husband, Edward.
There is nothing to keep me here,
All my loves are in Heaven.
My tears are in vials in the storehouse of God.
There is nothing to keep me here,
All my loves are in Heaven.
My prayers are in vials in the storehouse of God.
There is nothing to keep me here,
All my loves are in Heaven.
My work is accepted, and ending.
There is nothing to keep me here.
All my loves are in Heaven.
My songs are sung.
There is nothing to keep me here,
All my loves are in Heaven.
My poems are read.
There is nothing to keep me here,
All my loves are in Heaven.
My legacy is complete to those that follow.
7.- The Wages of Sin is Death and They do Die
And I am not grieved when they go,
That leave their wives.
And I am not grieved when they go,
That abandon their children.
And I am not grieved when they go,
That neglect their parents.
And I am not grieved when they go,
That rob for housing.
And I am not grieved when they go,
That lie to eat.
And I am not grieved when they go,
That fail to work.
And I am not grieved when they go,
That sleep all day.
And I am not grieved when they go,
That run out in the dark.
And I am not grieved when they go,
That shoot to kill.
And I am not grieved when they go,
That worship Satan.
Conclusion: For any of these grievances
there is no cure, but to be a cut off curse,
declared guilty, with no hope of a later
reconciliation to God, after death. It is
appointed unto man once to die, and
after that, the judgment.
8.- Why? Why? Why?
Firstly, the cry of the dying unattended.
Secondly, the cry of the orphan hated.
Thirdly, the cry of the sister forsaken.
Fourthly, the cry of the yearning unheeded.
Fifthly, the cry of the lonely unheard.
Sixthly, the cry of the bitter in righteousness.
Seventhly, the cry of the widow robbed.
Eighthly, the cry of the child whipped without cause.
Ninthly, the cry of the brother afraid.
Tenthly, the cry of the soul untaught..
Conclusion: He Who hath formed the ear,
Can He not hear,
When human ears are plugged?
9.- And He is Become a Diadem of Beauty and Glory to Me
Beauty, a hoary head above seeing eyes.
Glory, an hearing ear within the spirit.
Beauty, a painless body engulfed in work.
Glory, a Spirit-filled soul intent on worship.
Beauty, a faith, however small, still in hope.
Glory, a fulfillment of things hoped for.
Beauty, a dying grief.
Glory, a raptured soul.
Beauty, an acceptance of rejoicing,
and an exceeding gladness.
Glory, an "great is your reward in heaven."
10.- "There will be No More Evil"
"You have overcome all this evil by good,
patience outliving greed."
I did not know it, I only knew I was hurting.
"You have overcome all this evil by good,
prayer and fasting outliving the
world, the flesh, and the devil."
I did not know it, I only knew I was hurting.
"You have overcome all this evil by good,
perserverance outliving the quitter."
I did not know it, I only knew I was hurting.
"You have overcome all this evil by good,
self-esteem outliving slander."
I did not know it, I only knew I was hurting.
"You have overcome all this evil by good,
hard work outliving the wastrel."
I did not know it, I only knew I was hurting.
"You have overcome all this evil by good,
honestly outliving those without an
honest bone in their bodies."
I did not know it, I only knew I was hurting.
11.- Back to Normal
Pure prophecy: There will be war with Russia.
Pure prophecy: Syria has come to nought and joined Russia.
Pure prophecy: United States will be torn to bits.
Pure prophecy: Israel will explode.
Pure prophecy: There will be worldwide famine.
Pure prophecy: The earthquakes will occur.
Pure prophecy: There is war in Heaven.
Pure prophecy: Satan is cast out to the Earth, in anger,
knowing his time is short.
Pure prophecy: The days of exploits for the people of God,
is upon us.
Pure prophecy: The day of The Lord is at hand, at the door.
12.- "Filthly Rags"
They chose Barabbas over The Lord Jesus Christ;
For the love of gossip, and would not hear the Truth.
No way.
They chose Barabbas over The Lord Jesus Christ;
For love of adultery, and would not entertain the idea
of faithfulness.
No way.
They chose Barabbas over The Lord Jesus Christ;
For the love of money, and would not cease to steal.
No way.
They chose Barabbas over The Lord Jesus Christ;
For the love of acceptance, and would not cease from evil.
No way.
They chose Barabbas over The Lord Jesus Christ;
For the love of control, and would not yield to righteousness.
No way.
They chose Barabbas over The Lord Jesus Christ;
For the love of applause, and would not refrain from
the idle joke.
No way.
They chose Barabbas over The Lord Jesus Christ;
For the love of mischief, and would not do without it.
No way.
They chose Barabbas over The Lord Jesus Christ;
For the love of servitude, and would not be self-sufficient.
No way.
They chose Barabbas over The Lord Jesus Christ;
For the love of abuse to society, family, friends and loved
ones, and would not care about anyone but themselves.
No way.
They chose Barabbas over The Lord Jesus Christ;
For the love of thinking they could win against Almighty God,
and would not give Him reverence.
No way.
13.- The Suffering Servant
Total commitment is total loss until acceptance comes.
Total commitment is total loss until understanding comes.
Total commitment is total loss until undeniableness comes.
Total commitment is total loss until love comes.
Total commitment is total loss until gratitude comes.
Total commitment is total loss until support comes.
Total commitment is total loss until encouragement comes.
Total commitment is total loss until knowledge transcends.
Total commitment is total loss until wisdom wins.
Total commitment is total loss until the legacy lives on.
14.- My Cause is Right
My cause is right, and I am neither bitter or brittle about this.
All is lost, when women will not marry and bear children.
And men insist it be this way, and still have sex with them.
My cause is right, and I am neither bitter or brittle about this.
All is lostt, when, to avoid having babies, birth control is practiced.
Abortion is legal, and homosexuality is favored, and bestiality common.
My cause is right, and I am neither bitter or brittle about this.
All is lost, when the easy way out is taken in everything, and
Schools run courses to make the lie acceptable. The table is set.
My cause is right, and I am neither bitter or brittle about this.
All is lost, when unbelief is taught and fostered as the modern way.
Because, no one will seek God and abide by His ways, and teach the
children to obey.
My cause is right, and I am neither bitter or brittle about this.
All is lost, when the home and parental privacy and privilege is
abnegated.
In favor of day and night work, day care for children, and no
spiritual training for them there, or at home.
15.- I am not a Job, or a Job's Wife
But I have had it, and have not waivered
under the suffering.
But I have had it, and have not waivered
under the accusations.
But I have had it, and have not waivered
under the wounds.
But I have had it, and have not waivered
under the contempt.
But I have had it, and have not waivered
under the disparaging remarks.
But I have had it, and have not waivered
under the work burdens.
But I have had it, and have not waivered
under the grief.
But I have had it, and have not waivered
under the financial loss.
But I have had it, and have not waivered
under the aloneness.
Conclusion: It makes little difference to
me what my role in life is, as long as
God is with me.
16.- These are not Invited to Heaven
And I witnessed to them all my life, and they refused the witness,
with scorn.
And I witnessed to them all my life, and they refused the witness,
with laughter.
And I witnessed to them all my life, and they refused the witness,
with denial.
And I witnessed to them all my life, and they refused the witness,
with lies.
And I witnessed to them all my life, and they refused the witness,
with marriage.
And I witnessed to them all my life, and they refused the witness,
with Satan worship.
And I witnessed to them all my life, and they refused the witness,
with drugs.
And I witnessed to them all my life, and they refused the witness,
with lawsuits.
And I witnessed to them all my life, and they refused the witness,
with damnable teachings.
And I witnessed to them all my life, and they refused the witness,
with hypocrisy.
And I have witnessed to them all my life.
17.- The End has Come
THREE THINGS: The stage is set for the Antichrist, with
the advent of modern space technology, the
European Common Market, and worldwide idolatry.
THREE THINGS: The stage is set for the invasion of Israel
by Russia, with the fall of Syria to Russia, Germany to Russia,
and the rise of the Northern Confederacy.
THREE THINGS: The stage is set for the climatic close of
human governments, with the derision of God upon us.
18.- Sand in Our Eyes
Lulled to sleep in death with bombs falling,
Our bombs on us.
Our laws against us.
Lulled to sleep in death with bombs falling,
Our bombs on us.
Our courts against us.
Lulled to sleep in death with bombs falling,
Our bombs on us.
Our police against us.
Lulled to sleep in death with bombs falling,
Our bombs on us.
Our commerce against us.
Lulled to sleep in death with bombs falling,
Our bombs on us.
Our debts against us.
Lulled to sleep in death with bombs falling,
Our bombs on us.
Our government against us.
Lulled to sleep in death with bombs falling,
Our bombs on us.
No prayer.
Lulled to sleep in death with bombs falling,
Our bombs on us.
No compliance to God.
Lulled to sleep in death with bombs falling,
Our bombs on us.
No national obedience.
Lulled to sleep in death with bombs falling,
Our bombs on us.
No children.
19.- This City will be Destroyed
Not for its industry: But for its unbelief.
Not for its industry: But for its weapons against God's anointed.
Not for its industry: But for its judgment of God's anointed.
Not for its industry: But for its faithless ministers.
Not for its industry: But for its hypocrisy.
Not for its industry: But for its spiritual treachery.
Not for its industry: But for its haste to condemn God's anointed.
Not for its industry: But for its wedding to Satan.
Not for its industry: But for its denials.
Not for its industry: But for its murders.
20.- I have Escaped
"I will make a way of escape, that ye may bear it."
The humiliation, into glory.
"I will make a way of escape, that ye may bear it."
The strife, into peace.
"I will make a way of escape, that ye may bear it."
The jealousy, into ashes.
"I will make a way of escape, that ye may bear it."
The hatred, into death.
"I will make a way of escape, that ye may bear it."
The work, into crowns.
"I will make a way of escape, that ye may bear it."
The life, into redemption.
"I will make a way of escape, that ye may bear it."
The sorrow, into joy.
"I will make a way of escape, that ye may bear it."
The silence, into a clear trumpet call or warning.
"I will make a way of escape, that ye may bear it."
The robbery, into restoration tenfold.
"I will make a way of escape, that ye may bear it."
The rejection, into acceptance worldwide.
21.- Moving with Fear and Trembling
Very much so, in everything, including:
What I say, do, eat, wear, and go.
Very much so, in everything, including:
What I yearn and strive for.
Very much so, in everything, including:
I Leave You Praying And I Love You. Estella
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